yesssss!!!

[lucky_charm_13]

this weekend was soo much fun!! i went to tuscon to see my baby play ball. it was great to get out of el paso with some friends, but the fact that we went to watch a team that had someone special for me to cheer on. some one very important that i love. and that loves me back. it was just.....perfect!! i had so much fun. it was kindda crazy though. i was missing tony like crazy when i was here in el paso and he was in tuscon. then i get to tuscon and get to see him for like two hours. he heads back and i stay and i miss him all over again!!! hahahaha!! but those two hours were well worth it. i love him soo much i would travel for days even if it was only to see him for five minutes. oh, but when i got home and was able to see him, it was the greatest feeling in the world!! he picked me up and held me and i just squeezed him back as hard as i could. its amazing how much you can really miss someone. i knew i was going to miss him, but i had no idea it was going to be that intense!! it just made the welcome home even greater!! it was the greatest hug in the world! i think it might even beat out those tight hugs we used to give eachother when we were just friends. not only was this hug out of attraction and friendship like those other ones, this one involved love and the BEST friendship! it was utterly perfect!!!

I love him soo much. i WILL marry that boy one day. i know it and feel it in my heart of hearts!!