am i selfish?

[lucky_blue]

and people wonder why i don't talk about my problems...why i'd rather just go running or something else physical...i'm sick of hearing "well things could be worse...look at what happened to that girl..." yeah it's sad...i know...i'm not heartless...but i'm not going through that thank god. i'm going through my own battles and to me...they seem pretty damn important!!! friends tell me they like talking to me when they're upset because i actually seem to care about THEIR problem and i don't brush off their feelings as trivial. but i guess i'm just being selfish...just thinking of myself while everyone else deals with leeanne's death....*sigh* don't worry about me...i'm remarkably resilient and i'll bounce back...somehow i always do...i just had to write this because it's too late to go running again...and if i turn on the tv...i'll hear a reminder that my Yankees lost...and i might have to throw something at it!!! just answer this...is it selfish of me to feel like i do?

I'm very sorry for what everyone is going through. I didn't know her, but i'm still saddened by her death. i'm sorry that everyone is left with so many questions and guilt for not being there to stop this. god brought you to it...and he'll bring you through it. any yall need to talk...call me up day or night...don't even bother looking at the clock because i won't. like i said earlier...i'm a good listener and somehow...i always know what needs to be said.
485-5605...or find me online bluebunny140...love and warm hugs to everyone...except the L.A. Angels...they can die and burn in HELL!!!!!!!!!!!