Oct 10, 2005 00:26
i'm sick of being sick!!!!!! i haven't been outside in 5 days...i haven't eaten much of anything in 5 days...& it's makin me drop A LOT of weight...my new jeans are getting too big & i only wore them once!!! oh & the next person who says...you're soooo lucky to lose weight so fast...is gonna die!!!! i seriously miss eating like you wouldn't believe!!!!!!! it weird too...food smells good & it tastes good...but after a few bites...i'm just like...blech!!!! doesn't help that swallowing hurts!!!! sigh...someone should come visit me!!!!! everybody has been ignoring me while i've been sick & i just want to see faces other than steph & aj & uncle ron!!!! i need outside contact!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!