Work Woes
Either tomorrow marks the last Monday I ever work at Mervyn's or it'll be the day I just end up quitting all together which is sounding like not such a bad idea. I just hate to leave them in a lurch especially when they gave me 38 hours this week and the money would be nice to know it'll still be coming in while I look for another job. I am just really not happy there anymore. The people are great but thats about it and being that unhappy at work spells trouble because I don't care anymore so my job performance while adequate has seriously been lacking my usual care, and meticulousness that I usually devote to my department especially when it comes to merchandising.
On another note Wal-mart called but I wasn't here but still they are showing interest and thats always a plus. Ruby also told me Avance was hiring for their nursery, it would mean working with children again and while I love kids I do not know if I can stomache working with them all day then coming home to a house full of them although I hear the people who work there get good benefits and to tell truth any benefits is better then none and retail stores just don't offer you any unless you are upper management. But i really enjoy retail, I love merchandising and staying ahead of the game the onslaught of customers and problem solving with displays. Retail was supposed to be just a job something to lkeep me in the cash until I found something I really wanted and its been fun. It's just that store urgh ....
*sigh*
I miss the days when a job was the last thing on my mind, the whole future was far far away and I truly did not have a care in the world. Alas, the world calls and we have no choice but to answer those calls. But seriously sometimes I just want to throw a temper tantrum and yell I quit, and just be a kid again. Wishful thinking I know but sometimes just sometimes wouldn't it be easier without all these adult things to weigh you down.
On another note Wal-mart called but I wasn't here but still they are showing interest and thats always a plus. Ruby also told me Avance was hiring for their nursery, it would mean working with children again and while I love kids I do not know if I can stomache working with them all day then coming home to a house full of them although I hear the people who work there get good benefits and to tell truth any benefits is better then none and retail stores just don't offer you any unless you are upper management. But i really enjoy retail, I love merchandising and staying ahead of the game the onslaught of customers and problem solving with displays. Retail was supposed to be just a job something to lkeep me in the cash until I found something I really wanted and its been fun. It's just that store urgh ....
*sigh*
I miss the days when a job was the last thing on my mind, the whole future was far far away and I truly did not have a care in the world. Alas, the world calls and we have no choice but to answer those calls. But seriously sometimes I just want to throw a temper tantrum and yell I quit, and just be a kid again. Wishful thinking I know but sometimes just sometimes wouldn't it be easier without all these adult things to weigh you down.