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So this morning started off okay. Actually Mr. Sullivan really made me happy this morning. We had to write down for her who we thougth we were, then give examples of how that applies to phycologist theories of adolescents. Part of what I wrote was something like, "Im scared to know what the world see's me as", underneath it ms. sullivan wrote, "you are genuine, passionate, and intelligent as I see you." I just thought that was really nice of her. She didnt have to write that, and it made me feel really good.
My head aches so much right now. I dont know what to do about this whole situation. Im pissed off. I somehow got put in the middle of something i had NOTHING to do with, and now im being blammed for something else, and dont deserve it at all. I dont understand people. Why the lies? Why do people like to makeup things in order to bring other people down? I hate high school drama. It sickens me. It actually makes me want to vomit. Stupid, girls who think that the whole world is talking about them, and the whole world revolves around them. grow up. Im better then that i decided. Im no longer going to care. Whatever I say isnt going to matter because I have no clue who is lying anymore or what is being said. It doesnt matter I suppose and i should probably just take pity upon the people who have nothing better to do with their lives then try to fuck up mine. However what I wont stand for is being threatened. When someone threaten's to "kick the shit out of me", well thats when it becomes a problem. I am not a violent person, and i take those kind of things seriously. I need to get away from here. I need to get away from these people.
I never thought i would leave high school with a intense hatred for so many of the people I attend school with. I do though, I hate so many of them.