I'm so glad you've allowed comments on this entry this time! You're right that you have great friends, and I hope to be lucky enough to count myself among them, even tho we're not as close as we used to be. I'm sure the holidays this year will be very difficult for you, perhaps next year's as well, and I'm so sorry that's happened to you. I'm equally sure you truly do feel bipolar. As for all of your questions at the bottom of this entry, all I want to say to you is that it is perfectly all right to feel exactly how you're feeling given everything you've bene through. I bet you want everything to go back to how it was before all this tragedy gripped hold of your life, and I know it's dreadful to know that that can't ever happen while you're stuck here on earth. Well, I hope you know that they're watching over you; that they love you very much, unconditionally; and that whether you can sense it or not, they're always with you, guiding you, helping you. The answers to your troubles will come to you, someday, all you have to do is be ready for them when they do. I hope this helps you realize... You're not alone, Meghan. We all luv you very much. Thanks for letting us in on this. (Btw, you are so entitled to be selfish--don't worry about that. :P )
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