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Anywho...Forth of July...noooot toooo shabby. People came over my house..and that rarely happens...entertained a crowd of...well.. jimmy, becker, felicia, nikki, wayne, and jessica lin. we hung around by my house for a while, went to the dock by beckers boat...good times. there was so much food though...oh my goodness. but yea, i guess i'll go into more detail tomorrow...but i need to get up early tomorrow to go bike riding with the neighborhood kiddies...night
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It's funny...it really is. You would think that I would be excited for a vacation...but I'm really not. It's actually really bumming me out, and it sucks. I mean, I'm going to be away for a while and its taking up my summer time. Like, WTF mate?! I just want to spend time with Jimmy before he goes away, and I want to hang out with my friends and do things that we've always wanted to do, but never actually done...say, a water fight, and going to the beach more often, or go on our boats, throw a party, have a picnic, cook something, I dunno. I just don't feel like theres enough time... ever. And then whenever I come back, I always feel like I missed something, which is also a sucky feeling. And I feel like im constantly worrying about people back at home, when I'm away. I guess some of it just has to do with the fact that, even though I love my family, I just can't take being around them 24/7 for two whole weeks. It truely is a bitch... This sucks... I just want to stop time again. I really do think that time is an issue for me. Damn the time...grrrr.
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It's funny...it really is. You would think that I would be excited for a vacation...but I'm really not. It's actually really bumming me out, and it sucks. I mean, I'm going to be away for a while and its taking up my summer time. Like, WTF mate?! I just want to spend time with Jimmy before he goes away, and I want to hang out with my friends and do things that we've always wanted to do, but never actually done...say, a water fight, and going to the beach more often, or go on our boats, throw a party, have a picnic, cook something, I dunno. I just don't feel like theres enough time... ever. And then whenever I come back, I always feel like I missed something, which is also a sucky feeling. And I feel like im constantly worrying about people back at home, when I'm away. I guess some of it just has to do with the fact that, even though I love my family, I just can't take being around them 24/7 for two whole weeks. It truely is a bitch... This sucks... I just want to stop time again. I really do think that time is an issue for me. Damn the time...grrrr.
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