the stories getting old - but we'll always be the homewreckers with the hearts of gold
i noticed something. this year, in everybody's AIM profiles, they didn't put their class schedules. for the past 3 years when term "schedule pick-up day" rolls around you always see those popping up with a "if we have any classes together, lmk!" attached (like they really care). i don't know if it's a sign of maturity or a sign of... we just don't care. maybe it's both or maybe it's neither. things just seem a lot more mellow-er this year. like, we've finally gotten the hang of things. like each person has found their place and their person and is comfortable with it. there's no need for me to stress out and be sad when i don't know atleast 1 person in each of my classes because i've found that most everywhere i go i'm able to find a person to get along with, to pass the time with. and 9 out of 10 times, they become a good friend or someone that i have lasting memories of. i'm sure about 50% of our class doesn't really give a crap, though. because it's senior year and senioritis bit most of us when we were sophmores. i'm sure more than a couple of my friends will have to take night school in order to graduate or will be loading up on credits to secure their spot in the graduation line.
i wish most of you would have known me back in 6th grade. and i wish most of you could have seen just how much i've matured. because i'm sure to a lot of people it seems like i haven't. the things i say aren't always appropriate but i've grown up so much. really. in 6th grade all i cared about was the way i looked and the clothes i wore and how desperate i was to have a boyfriend. it was life or death. it was the only time in my life that i've strayed from the things that were the core of my exsistence. i was scared all the time that the very few friends i had would leave me and that i'd have to stay away from the "cool kids" in fear of being made fun of or rejection. i literally changed myself on a daily basis to please people or to get them to atleast be nice to me. i was a nameless, faceless, brainless teenager who was late for life. i got "voted" off the lunch table in 6th grade by the people whom i envied and wanted to be like the most. then somewhere along the way things just clicked.
this summer had a lot of "not"s in it.
not going out and doing things behind my parents back.
not getting in trouble.
not loosing touch with my friends.
not sitting at home like a loser.
not trying to change myself.
not giving up.
Good Charlotte will be performing on Pepsi Smash with Green Day on September 7th, 2004.
The official Making The Video for "Predictable" will be on MTV, September 8th, 2004, followed by the official video premiere.
...aaaaaaaaaaand someone posted caps of the new FOB video for "saturday". WHERE THE FUCK IS HEATHER AT?!
tomorrow my dad is taking me to go get a cd player installed in my car. they caved. finally. i was going to buy it on my own in a couple of weeks but now my mom said that they'll pay for half. i guess they're just tired of me asking for so much. i do ask for a lot. but it's not like i expect it all. i don't know what kind i'm getting but it has to be over 99$ to get free installation. which really isn't even free because you still have to pay 50$ for the parts that have to be installed, just not the labor. in other momentous and somewhat enlightening news, the sister peaced the fuck out yesterday. up, up, and away to college. her room is cleaned out and my mom thinks that i don't have a say in what happens to it. she said she's transforming it into an exercise room. oh really, i said, with the bike you never use? :) boom bitch, i got her good. anyway, my plan is to buy a futon and a TV/dvd player then hook-up directv to it and it will be a nice little chill room. so, we'll see what really happens and if my parents pull that "but we pay the bills" crap again.
did i mention i love "predictable" and pete wentz? if not, this is for future refrence.
i have two days to do everything i planned on this summer. the apocolypse approaches.
on your mark, get set, go.
i wish most of you would have known me back in 6th grade. and i wish most of you could have seen just how much i've matured. because i'm sure to a lot of people it seems like i haven't. the things i say aren't always appropriate but i've grown up so much. really. in 6th grade all i cared about was the way i looked and the clothes i wore and how desperate i was to have a boyfriend. it was life or death. it was the only time in my life that i've strayed from the things that were the core of my exsistence. i was scared all the time that the very few friends i had would leave me and that i'd have to stay away from the "cool kids" in fear of being made fun of or rejection. i literally changed myself on a daily basis to please people or to get them to atleast be nice to me. i was a nameless, faceless, brainless teenager who was late for life. i got "voted" off the lunch table in 6th grade by the people whom i envied and wanted to be like the most. then somewhere along the way things just clicked.
this summer had a lot of "not"s in it.
not going out and doing things behind my parents back.
not getting in trouble.
not loosing touch with my friends.
not sitting at home like a loser.
not trying to change myself.
not giving up.
Good Charlotte will be performing on Pepsi Smash with Green Day on September 7th, 2004.
The official Making The Video for "Predictable" will be on MTV, September 8th, 2004, followed by the official video premiere.
...aaaaaaaaaaand someone posted caps of the new FOB video for "saturday". WHERE THE FUCK IS HEATHER AT?!
tomorrow my dad is taking me to go get a cd player installed in my car. they caved. finally. i was going to buy it on my own in a couple of weeks but now my mom said that they'll pay for half. i guess they're just tired of me asking for so much. i do ask for a lot. but it's not like i expect it all. i don't know what kind i'm getting but it has to be over 99$ to get free installation. which really isn't even free because you still have to pay 50$ for the parts that have to be installed, just not the labor. in other momentous and somewhat enlightening news, the sister peaced the fuck out yesterday. up, up, and away to college. her room is cleaned out and my mom thinks that i don't have a say in what happens to it. she said she's transforming it into an exercise room. oh really, i said, with the bike you never use? :) boom bitch, i got her good. anyway, my plan is to buy a futon and a TV/dvd player then hook-up directv to it and it will be a nice little chill room. so, we'll see what really happens and if my parents pull that "but we pay the bills" crap again.
did i mention i love "predictable" and pete wentz? if not, this is for future refrence.
i have two days to do everything i planned on this summer. the apocolypse approaches.
on your mark, get set, go.