Frankie Says Relax...BUT I FUCKIN' CAN'T!

[luciferzchild]

I am in a horrible state right now...mentally. I feel like I would have had a horrible mental breakdown or some kind of bad anxiety attack...more than the way I feel right now, cause I am on medication for the anxiety.It helps

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[apathetic_angel]

There is something in the air
You are not alone
Many of us are falling apart right now
And it doesnt seem to matter if we are taking our meds or not

[luciferzchild]

+hugs you+ I just hate this feelign so much.

I feel like I want to OD on my medication. I hate it so much. I just wish I could help everyone else who is feeling like crap now.

[apathetic_angel]

Try to OD on your meds and I will personally plant my combat boot in your butt. ODing is more likely to cause you to have your stomach pumped, give you a hellish hang-over, or turn you into vegetable, than it is ti kill you.

And I speak from experience, that death by suicide causes everyone around the worst pain of all. My sister committed suicide back in July.

[luciferzchild]

oh god I'm so sorry bout your sister. I dont ever act on any of my impulses with my meds or whatever. I did used to cut my left wrost and my shins but not really deep. I dotn wanna kill myself I just get really depressed. I am so afraid to die to tell you the truth.

+gives you lots of hugs+ I'm extremely sorry bout your sister. I knwo that wont bring her back but I mean it with all my heart and I know she is lookign and watchign over you as we speak. LOts of love hun!

[corranhorn]

Hang in there, kiddo. If I can keep breathing after losing the love of my life (and mother of my child), then I'm pretty sure you can, too. Just remember that I'm here for you if you ever need to talk.

*big hugz*
Sean

[luciferzchild]

awwwww Sean! You are such a darling. I think I'm going to cry. +squeak+ I am feelign better now just tired and blah. Thank you so much babe! +big hugs+

[screamingchild]

hehe
it is the day after
so I know that you are feeling better now
I feel loved and honored that you were looking for me to make you feel better
it is like 4:00 on wed.. where are you???
band?
dirty canada?
=tim=

[luciferzchild]

haha...4pm? cause if so, I was at the therapist silly. NO! I would not go to Canada +makes a gagging noise+ its 6.08pm...where are you?? EATING DINNER? or maybe you are in SARS infested Canada yourself?

+squeak+ I thought bout ya all day...I'm just a geek liek that +buries face in a pillow+

[screamingchild]

hey doll
I will be on at 9
my sis is using the comp till then
I also was thinking about you
wierd
::plops next to you on the bed::
=tim=

[luciferzchild]

did you really? +goofy smile and starts blushing and re-buries my face but in the turtle neck of my shirt+ heh...you couldn't have been thinking of me quite as much I was bout you +blushes even more+