Oct 28, 2003 19:14
I am in a horrible state right now...mentally. I feel like I would have had a horrible mental breakdown or some kind of bad anxiety attack...more than the way I feel right now, cause I am on medication for the anxiety.It helps.
I'm nervously biting the inside of my mouth ad I cant stop yawnign cause of my meds.
I want to cry and cause myself harm...NO! I cant cause harm to myself...I'm doing so well with that shit to start it again!
My hands are shakign pretty bad...I am lonely and need someone right now.
Where the fuck is Tim when I need him? :/