I am stalking workmates.
Ehehheee I love being able to peer into people's underwear drawers without them knowing.
Even the crusty stains are fun, the creamy yellow bits that are crusty hard around the ouside but still moist and flavoursome in the centre.

Blackberry jelly is my sweet secret friend.

- Stop being such an attention seeking emo.
- Drink more white tea.

Isolation wraps around me like a fluffy coat made of warm bleeding needles. It whispers to me that I won't feel any pain any more, just the wonderful numbness, that joyous blessed unconsciousness I've been chasing for so long. And Christ, I can feel it, the warm nothingness, sweet happy existance with a man whom I love dearly but keep feeling I don ( Read more... )

Nicki called me. I thought she was doing one of those weird catch up with friends from high school after years things that most people seem to enjoy, but which I find nice, but rather unsettling. I don't like to be reminded about sad times, and I am always afraid that the people are going to treat me like other meanie people did back then. Instead ( Read more... )

I would very much like to make the tissue paper skin on the back of my knuckles break free of the shining bone underneath and sing its mouse high pain song.
So good, sweet extasy encased in white knuckle rage.

Work through the power of the Yin, my beloved oracle told me ( Read more... )

Working is good. My job is all cruisy and good. I start at 8am, and it's a bakery assistant job heh. I just plod along doing my thing, asking if I'm not sure what the next thing is on the order of priorities. Lemon slice tastes good. Fudge slice is better. Raspberry slice is nasty, and shit on a stick the chocolate chip cookies are truely ikky ( Read more... )

I have a full time jorb ( Read more... )

Right. Not coping with doing this working at furkids everyday thing ( Read more... )

Do you secretly love me ( Read more... )