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[luciddream711]

fight with chris again last night, but not much time to explain. all I know is, some times I DONT know what the hell im doing here. Maybe its because I love the guy so friggin much maybe its because he treats me very well. but there's one thing that Dr Phil would yell at him about and thats how he always thinks hes right, how when ever i do

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[iggybaby]

aw. im sorry. i no how ya feel. me and josh are about to break up.

[luciddream711]

well some times i am ready to throw in the towel with him, especially this week, and i met this wicked hot nice guy at work who flirts with me constantly...but what keeps me hanging on is those good times, and we actually do have some really good times....its sooo hard........

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[iggybaby]

yea i hear ya. but the bad times outweigh the good ones, and i no its time. im only 18. i have the rest of my life! :)

[hudchick]

you deserve better :)

[luciddream711]

i guess i make chris out to be such a bad guy. most of the time we fight about dumb things, but its really both our faults because we always leave issues unresolved. he really is a great guy, just some days I dont know if we'll make it. he has a tendency to make me feel like im dumb, yes, ,but hes not doing it on purpose its just his nature. ive seen it, he does it to his mom, his dad, his friends....so its not like hes just doing it to me, its just part of his personality that bugs me....today we talked and i told him we need to resolve our issues or its not gonna work.....so we'll see.......he really is a great guy believe me i wouldnt put up with shit for this long.