currently smelling a purple flower....
i feel like i have so much that i want to say.
ill start with this, i am currently reading david sedaris's book naked. i find it to be most excellent. like i really dont like to put it down, and despite the numerous questions im asked while reading it, about the contents of a book entitled naked, i cant help but feel slightly cool toting the book around. i sat in the co-op this afternoon reading for about an hour waiting for a roll of film to be developed. he discusses his hitch hiking experiences and despite the fact that it doesnt, erm, end well, i would love to hitch hike. ive never done it but i think it would be nice. maybe grab a male companion, for saftey more than anything else, and just hitchhike. although, i think if i went with a female, say, someone like mary (she's the only one i can think of off hand who i think would even consider actually hitch hiking), we could be fine, we're pretty level headed, just bring some mace, just incase. but the drivers that pick up a gal and a male are probably the crowd if feel more secure with then the ones gunning for two young females.
also, we are currently undergoing the last play of the year. &&while i feel drained, and know for a fact that i didnt put in NEARLY the effort im capable of, im really going to miss tech. nikki and i dubbed west half-dad today. but we cant see him over the summer, like he will probably see patrick &&matt, because not only are we still going to be his students next year, but we will be his female students next year. i look at the man in almost a fatherly light, so this doesnt really phase me but it shall be weird not seeing him at all. also, bruggeman is like half-mom with west. west is nicer, but brugges is more like a woman. not exterior wise, but personality.
im girly. i dont care what people say, but i am. i love flowers, and the rain, and those perfect story book kisses, and skirts, and over-priced tops from general eccentric, and cheesy pop-songs, and shakespear in love &&eternal sunshine of a spotless mind are two of my favorite movies.
i like a boy. lately ive been liking boys, feeling like its going no where and moving on and its been VERY easy. which is a nice suprise. so im not putting a lot into this. i think he's attractive &&nice. but i dont think anything will happen unless i make a move, and i dont think ill make a move.
i figured out one of the things nikki &&i are giving katy for graduation. next year our "legitimate theater group", the ones we go to plays with etc, are all going to be graduated. but i still will have nikki. whom i adore. because we are weirdly simmilar and compatible.
walt &&i sat in mcDonalds tonight discussing the play, actor etc., and made jokes about going to Hybrid Anonymous meetings. which i find to be funny. because really, we almost always mention our cars when we are together.
i think ASU, if i get into the honors college &&delta stays in business, will be my first choice as of now. this is exciting. im excited by the idea of going to ASU. is that lame? the honors college is beautiful &&amazing and going there would also have the huge perk of living near my brother. this would be the first time i would actually live in the same city as peter, and thats a pretty hefty incentive.
delta may or may not be out of the woods. if at the end of may the piolts vote to go along with the agreement drafted by the union and the company, delta will not go out of business. cross your fingers, pray, etc. college choices &&most importantly, my family depends on it.
i think this is enough for now....
ill start with this, i am currently reading david sedaris's book naked. i find it to be most excellent. like i really dont like to put it down, and despite the numerous questions im asked while reading it, about the contents of a book entitled naked, i cant help but feel slightly cool toting the book around. i sat in the co-op this afternoon reading for about an hour waiting for a roll of film to be developed. he discusses his hitch hiking experiences and despite the fact that it doesnt, erm, end well, i would love to hitch hike. ive never done it but i think it would be nice. maybe grab a male companion, for saftey more than anything else, and just hitchhike. although, i think if i went with a female, say, someone like mary (she's the only one i can think of off hand who i think would even consider actually hitch hiking), we could be fine, we're pretty level headed, just bring some mace, just incase. but the drivers that pick up a gal and a male are probably the crowd if feel more secure with then the ones gunning for two young females.
also, we are currently undergoing the last play of the year. &&while i feel drained, and know for a fact that i didnt put in NEARLY the effort im capable of, im really going to miss tech. nikki and i dubbed west half-dad today. but we cant see him over the summer, like he will probably see patrick &&matt, because not only are we still going to be his students next year, but we will be his female students next year. i look at the man in almost a fatherly light, so this doesnt really phase me but it shall be weird not seeing him at all. also, bruggeman is like half-mom with west. west is nicer, but brugges is more like a woman. not exterior wise, but personality.
im girly. i dont care what people say, but i am. i love flowers, and the rain, and those perfect story book kisses, and skirts, and over-priced tops from general eccentric, and cheesy pop-songs, and shakespear in love &&eternal sunshine of a spotless mind are two of my favorite movies.
i like a boy. lately ive been liking boys, feeling like its going no where and moving on and its been VERY easy. which is a nice suprise. so im not putting a lot into this. i think he's attractive &&nice. but i dont think anything will happen unless i make a move, and i dont think ill make a move.
i figured out one of the things nikki &&i are giving katy for graduation. next year our "legitimate theater group", the ones we go to plays with etc, are all going to be graduated. but i still will have nikki. whom i adore. because we are weirdly simmilar and compatible.
walt &&i sat in mcDonalds tonight discussing the play, actor etc., and made jokes about going to Hybrid Anonymous meetings. which i find to be funny. because really, we almost always mention our cars when we are together.
i think ASU, if i get into the honors college &&delta stays in business, will be my first choice as of now. this is exciting. im excited by the idea of going to ASU. is that lame? the honors college is beautiful &&amazing and going there would also have the huge perk of living near my brother. this would be the first time i would actually live in the same city as peter, and thats a pretty hefty incentive.
delta may or may not be out of the woods. if at the end of may the piolts vote to go along with the agreement drafted by the union and the company, delta will not go out of business. cross your fingers, pray, etc. college choices &&most importantly, my family depends on it.
i think this is enough for now....