Dec 21, 2003 17:29
this vacation was supposed to be wonderful... but i got smacked in the face with so much work. i'm on day two of my vacation and i'm already feeling very guilty about not getting to it already. i had a concert this afternoon with the brooklyn phil, which was a complete waste of my time. nobody was there...sigh. this season has been compeltely musically unfufilling.
i look at all these presents in the house with my name on the label, and feel as though i'm supposed to be or get excited. i don't want them. all i want is the love of my life in my arms.
i just want to be with her. i don't want presents. i dont want the coach bags i asked for, i dont smile when i see my name on a very large box in my living room. i don't want a kenneth cole coat or an expensive pair of jeans or tiffany earrings. okay...well, they're nice...and i wouldn't refuse them if they were given to me...
i just want her.
and i've just got to finish my homework before she comes.
so here we go, 80 pages of AP american history reading, a beautiful essay and 2 take home tests in the math and science areas.
i should have just stayed in school.