steaming cafe flirts
so happy ash wednesday. i got a cross blessed by the pope from monseignor nagle and im giving it to my father. despite the fact that i'm jewish...i have decided to take a vow of celibacy during the lenten time, [god that sounds really cheesy] because i cannot base my life around sex any longer.
i heard under the bridge today at the dentists office on some radio station and it reminded me of kasey. it was an awful feeling. i had to stop reading east of eden for a good 5 minutes-im more than halfway through my lovely 800 page book :]. onto mrs. dalloway next! then the hours! then franny and zooey! then the dubious battle! and then, finally...nine stories.
i wrote by candle light the other night...it quite pleasant.
[god, its way to easy to fake this smile].
i really miss becca...she's in new jersey, doing millions of things that don't include me. i remember how close we were last year...but now she's in all honors and AP classes, and she's in 2 choirs and she's in les mis at her school and has no time for me.
it's like breaking up with someone you really love. she's my better half...i feel complete when we're together! whether its staying up until 1 am playing spiderman on playstation waiting for worthless guys to show up, or sneaking into movies at menlo mall or eating at dick's dock...
my best friend in the entire world won't know who i am soon enough.
i heard under the bridge today at the dentists office on some radio station and it reminded me of kasey. it was an awful feeling. i had to stop reading east of eden for a good 5 minutes-im more than halfway through my lovely 800 page book :]. onto mrs. dalloway next! then the hours! then franny and zooey! then the dubious battle! and then, finally...nine stories.
i wrote by candle light the other night...it quite pleasant.
[god, its way to easy to fake this smile].
i really miss becca...she's in new jersey, doing millions of things that don't include me. i remember how close we were last year...but now she's in all honors and AP classes, and she's in 2 choirs and she's in les mis at her school and has no time for me.
it's like breaking up with someone you really love. she's my better half...i feel complete when we're together! whether its staying up until 1 am playing spiderman on playstation waiting for worthless guys to show up, or sneaking into movies at menlo mall or eating at dick's dock...
my best friend in the entire world won't know who i am soon enough.