"Can you see just what I want?" (from FF)
My stupid dog tripped the card table and spilled rum all over my cigs. Stupid dog. I'm fighting off the blues. I told the roomie why I don't drink alone, but man... it looked yum so I did. Course that's only cuz he did lol. Nonetheless, just gotta ride this buzz out and I'll be alright... cuz tomorrow is FRIDAY. Hey there's a message on my box...lemme see...I wanna see a message that says I won a free year of cable.. hmm nope. Damn lol.
Oh SHIT I just remembered that I gotta take my mother to the Dr. in the AM... good thing i remembered lol. She'd kill me and I was wondering what I was gonna do all day. Got the house clean today.. because I just adore having someone around who notices. Speaking of...
Talked to ye old ex earlier... same old shit... I'm the problem or rather I'm the one WITH the problem. It's just the same old over and over. I dunno. There's this big part of me that doesn't want him not living here, I just can't imagine us living in the same place and being peaceful. AWR that's cute, my puppies are sleeping on each other. I dunno...what to do about the ex... was hoping being out there would change his 'tude bout the whole thing. And I suppose it has in that it went from "you fucking suck but I love you" to "you fucking suck." And I sent him COOKIES! Me being left alone for days is just not good these days. Makes me think too much. Less thinking is better. .Nods resolutely.
Just looking forward to tomorrow night... it's nice when all the walls and stresses fall away. So lemme see... if her appointment is at 10...we need to leave here at 9 30.. I gotta be up by 8:30..not bad not bad... by the time I get home it'll be like starting a normal day. Maybe I'll get some rachet in while kiddo's asleep.And another bubblebath... hmm yum I bought some citrus bubblebath. I wuv citrus bubblebath.
There we go...the buzz is wearing off. Good stuff, good stuff...k, going to go try to beat that damn challenge again... roomie has the Trauma Center: Under the Knife on DS... mucho fun mucho frustrating. We're BOTH stuck on the same one!