Aug 14, 2008 08:16
I'm so nervous right now. My job as a nanny ends tomorrow and I have not found another job yet. I have been looking, applying, interviewing and still...nothing. In two weeks I will be living in a new place separate from Ellen. What a big change considering we have been living together for the past 2 1/2 years. It feels like it's not real and I'm afraid it will be hard on our relationship.
I'm afraid I won't be able to pay my bills in time if I don't have an income soon. I have worked so hard to fix my credit these past couple of years. Bleck, everything feels like a big a knot, located in my stomach:(