Jan 08, 2006 22:04
Every time I turn around there's another guy who creeps out from the wood works. This one.....well I will keep a post.
We've been chatting online (no-he's a local) for 2 days. Exchanging pics and such. He looks very attractive. He's smart too. He has morals and is going to school. He's my hot barista boy I fantasize about. He makes me smile with each IM. Even makes me giggle. It's a great feeling I'd like to keep around.
This time I will just graze the water. I promise. :)
We are meeting up tomorrow and we will keep it public. Thinking The Tin Hat in Ballard. Cheap PBR, conversation, and pinball. Can't beat it. Then I have two tickets to a show on Friday at the showbox. If he passes tomorrow then I'll invite him to the show. (Respect my body)
That's my post on this boy at this time. More with each day passing. I think he might be worth writing about. I figure if I write about all the men and women I'm with this next year then I will have something to look back at. The focus point is to have less than normal. :) Trying to keep it simple. My life in all perspectives.
I have interviews tomorrow. Good luck to me.
Moved some plants to madre's house. No place to move yet. Still looking.
I have a lot of packing to do this week.
Not sad yet. Chris sits on the other couch. Now that I look over, my eyes water, that feeling appears at the bottom of my stomach. Or is that my heart? Not going there right now.
Slient all these years.
I am anticipating my own place.
Liberating.
Simple.
This is going to be a good year.