Slow Pain...
So today is one of those days where the sun is out, there's a slight breeze outside and it's as warm within me as it is out. Feels like life is good and I am at a great place. It seems I have managed to get even closer to my family and it's an amazing feeling to be able to be so open, honest, and loving/loved. I haven't talked to B in a long time, of course that might be because I don't really get on myspace anymore and I am not much of a phone/text person.
On another plus side, I was gifted a piano and keyboard/organ from my wonderful father. I think he has finally come to realize just how much music means to me. I love them and I love his out of tune guitar lol. I still need much practice though. And on that note, my INSPIRATION is back. I'd been holding back on my writing and not purposely either. I just didn't feel anything inside anymore thus resulting in lame attempts I was non too proud of. But now I can write again. I won't post my writings here though as I don't think anyone cares to read or pay mind to things on-line.
Thus concludes my random journal entry. I no longer wish my days were more full and my social life blooming, I appreciate every thing a day gives me and welcome the night and frankly life, as dull as mine may seem, is never going to be perfect as no one can truly see things as perfect because they are still imperfect to others.
On another plus side, I was gifted a piano and keyboard/organ from my wonderful father. I think he has finally come to realize just how much music means to me. I love them and I love his out of tune guitar lol. I still need much practice though. And on that note, my INSPIRATION is back. I'd been holding back on my writing and not purposely either. I just didn't feel anything inside anymore thus resulting in lame attempts I was non too proud of. But now I can write again. I won't post my writings here though as I don't think anyone cares to read or pay mind to things on-line.
Thus concludes my random journal entry. I no longer wish my days were more full and my social life blooming, I appreciate every thing a day gives me and welcome the night and frankly life, as dull as mine may seem, is never going to be perfect as no one can truly see things as perfect because they are still imperfect to others.