Friends
Dear Diary,
I feel like I'm a bad and terrible person. I don't know why I do the things I do. I was having the best day ever. I finally was able to ask a girl out on a date. I wanna move on from Morgan. Something will always make me gravitate towards her but my friends need to know their roles and shut their mouths. I'm sick and tired of being told how to live and act towards people. A part of me wishes I didn't have friends at all because people only see what they want to see and believe what they want to believe. It put both Morgan and I in this situation. Between Christina, Jimmy and everyone else leave me alone and let me be me. How can I grow and move on if people keep jamming it down my fucking throat. Here's the deal folks. Morgan and I are not together. I have no desire to get back into a relationship with Morgan at all. Once I move into my new place, things will change. If I connect with Melissa and we start dating then maybe it'll keep people off my back for a long time. I just don't like people telling me what to do or how I should heal. Its bullshit. Once I go out w Melissa on Friday, if things go well, I'll do what needs to be done and you can all kiss my ass and go to hell if you don't like it. This is Jeffrey Scott Ornstein saying FUCK YOU I'M OUT!
I feel like I'm a bad and terrible person. I don't know why I do the things I do. I was having the best day ever. I finally was able to ask a girl out on a date. I wanna move on from Morgan. Something will always make me gravitate towards her but my friends need to know their roles and shut their mouths. I'm sick and tired of being told how to live and act towards people. A part of me wishes I didn't have friends at all because people only see what they want to see and believe what they want to believe. It put both Morgan and I in this situation. Between Christina, Jimmy and everyone else leave me alone and let me be me. How can I grow and move on if people keep jamming it down my fucking throat. Here's the deal folks. Morgan and I are not together. I have no desire to get back into a relationship with Morgan at all. Once I move into my new place, things will change. If I connect with Melissa and we start dating then maybe it'll keep people off my back for a long time. I just don't like people telling me what to do or how I should heal. Its bullshit. Once I go out w Melissa on Friday, if things go well, I'll do what needs to be done and you can all kiss my ass and go to hell if you don't like it. This is Jeffrey Scott Ornstein saying FUCK YOU I'M OUT!