as soon as things start to be ok...

[ltlvrgnmary]

today SUX!! i want it to be all done and over with but of course i cant go to sleep..umm i like broke my toe at school. the guy i likes sister is gonna tell him that i like him..paul was at the bus stop when i got there..we waited like 45 minutes for my mom..got home and called people to try and sell ad's but that went badish..pete got home and accidentally ran wyatt over..broke both of his hips..we had to shoot him..me and pete left cuz it broke pete's heart..billy and his dad came over and shot him for us..paul mom kandi ed and billy buried him..i drove pete around so he could get drunk..one peice of good news for the day..i have a job now..umm came home ate dinner..talked to paul til about 9ish..he left..tried to go to sleep..cried myself out of tears..really need to talk to someone and in big need of a hug..but its too late to call.

i dunno what happened..i was sitting there crying about the dog and everything from the past year..since june i believe came up and hit me and i feel like im gonna break down..so if i flip out im preapologizing to all of you that put up with me every day..i love you guys..i think im gonna take a shower now.