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so my dog is sick. they dont know yet if it's some weird ear disease or if she had a stroke, but she cant walk without falling. she whines like she's in a lot of pain.
if the pills they gave us for her dont work within a week we're probably going to have to put her down.
also, matt has been in and out of the hospital, they dont know what's wrong with him, either. he hasn't been able to eat anything without throwing it up.
i have this sickening feeling that within a few months, the only people/things on this planet i still care about will be gone. they're dropping away like flies.
moved into the new apartment. having trouble making it feel like home since i'm usually there alone. an empty place isnt a welcoming place.
at least i have milo and now our newest addition, arlo the hedgehog.
i still owe random $100 on feb's rent. hopefully i'll have money from midieval times in time to make the march rent.
i've been looking for a cat that needs a home. it's difficult to find one for free.
i need cuddling.
i am falling apart quicker and quicker. i dont think i can live without my dog or matt. they're all i have left. i broke down crying at work. no one else in my life understands me.
it just keeps getting worse, doesnt it?
if the pills they gave us for her dont work within a week we're probably going to have to put her down.
also, matt has been in and out of the hospital, they dont know what's wrong with him, either. he hasn't been able to eat anything without throwing it up.
i have this sickening feeling that within a few months, the only people/things on this planet i still care about will be gone. they're dropping away like flies.
moved into the new apartment. having trouble making it feel like home since i'm usually there alone. an empty place isnt a welcoming place.
at least i have milo and now our newest addition, arlo the hedgehog.
i still owe random $100 on feb's rent. hopefully i'll have money from midieval times in time to make the march rent.
i've been looking for a cat that needs a home. it's difficult to find one for free.
i need cuddling.
i am falling apart quicker and quicker. i dont think i can live without my dog or matt. they're all i have left. i broke down crying at work. no one else in my life understands me.
it just keeps getting worse, doesnt it?