Jan 06, 2008 18:09
it's been a little while.
christmas eve was amazing. after the family party went to lucky jacks. after lucky jacks had like 15 people over at the apartment for drinking. most people left and then anna, matt, adam, jenna, and i had a dance party.
we were hammered and stayed up all night.
needless to say, that made christmas sorta suck, heh. i picked up jacob wasted off my ass and i fell asleep on the couch at my aunts at 6pm.
that night i had a bad fever and was sick. it sucked.
new years eve i woke up and could barely breathe, my throat and right ear hurt like hell. turns out i had really bad strep throat. so i had one freakin miserable new years eve, too.
last night was interesting. hung out with mandie and matty and danced and drank and it was great.
lately i've been super positive about more things than usual, but i feel my general mood being worse. i am irritable and for the most part dont want to be around people. shutting myself in my room. pretending i'm sleeping. i duno. fucking winter. i cant wait until it's over. the weather today was beautiful and it made my mood so much better.
in about 2 weeks i start moving my shit into a new apartment that i cannot afford. i'm scared.