I think I figured it out..

[ltlbitsof_truth]

After sitting in my room for 15 minutes crying in the pitch black while it stormed outside.. I think it did me some good. I don't feel like I belong.. anywhere. Literally. That's why I've been so depressed lately. Off and on. For a few weeks now. I've realized in so many places I don't feel like I'm.. I guess you could say wanted? Not necessarily

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This is erica, i forget my username and password

[anonymous]

Margaret...you know where u belong....In my heart, always and forever. i hope you know even though we dont hang out as much n e more, my love for you hasnt changed one bit, i just feel left out of your life sometimes, it saddens me i mean u are one of the few people who has always been there when i needed to talk someone, and has made a big impact on my life...you literally have saved my life, i mean if it werent for you and Lauren C, i might not be alive. i live for the both of you, i dont live for my family, not even my dad (which is sad) or n e one else, its the both of you, at this moment in time im crying cuz i really know how lucky i am...even though sometimes i feel rejected...i dont wanna sound selfish but i feel all your free time is on ryan, im just speaking from the heart, its how i feel...one time...just once i'd like to be included in your life too, i havent even been to ur house in like a year!! and thats sad. i dont wanna add stress 2 you and i dont mean it to be offensively or n e thing, its just i miss you, and i hope you know i will always love you from the bottom of my heart!! if u ever feel sad or depressed or n e thing i am a phone call away and theres usaully always a way to get ahold of me, i love you margarita!! YOU BETTER KNOW THAT
*Erica-

Re: This is erica, i forget my username and password

[ltlbitsof_truth]

that is SO FLATTERING erica seriously. i love you to death.. you've been one of my longest best-friend-ships.. and through the whole time we've only gotten in ONE fight that lasted what.. like a day? maybe two? otherwise you've always been there for me no matter what. i appreciate that more than you'll ever kno. i'm sorry that i definitely don't give you enough of my time.. and ya most of it does go to ryan.. but it's not like i have that much to begin with ya kno. i really do want to hang out with you more.. aLOT more! your so understanding and i just wanna thank you for that. lover you foreverandever!