Okay so now I'm in pour-my-heart-out LJ mode!!! Today I spent with Ryan. I love him wayyy too fucking much! Seriously.. we're doing so good for being together almost 16 months and still are totally crazy about each other. We have our little fights now and then.. but they last like 2 seconds.

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holy dammmmmn! my friggen computer's been broken so i haven't been able to get online or on my computer at all for that matter cuz it has some virus AND the moniter's broken.. so i'm screwed in the ass and the ear. but anyways.. i don't feel like writing alot at the moment. i definitely did a few days ago i was going completely crazy.. but for now ( Read more... )

wow.. today was alot of fun. i usually don't go anywhere when i'm at my dad's house, but today i went to the beach with ang and her dad and bro (.. such a lil stud muffin ;]..JKKK lol) when we got there we walked around for a while talkin smack about everything (seems to also be the choice of conversation lol) and we saw some kid riding a bike and ( Read more... )

well im gonna have to make this quick cuz for some reason my computer keeps shutting off on its own every couple of minutes! friggen great.. i probably have a virus or something? ya okay.. well the past couple of days have been pretty fun. we've had open gym at the park in the sand vball courts. i got to spend time with ryan on tuesday. today was ( Read more... )

Okay.. So I must say that this summer was definitely probably the most fun so far. I never want it to end and have to go back to gay old school & have tryouts. (bllllaaaahhh)

Well yesterday my whole vball team (jv and varsity.. actually like 6jv and 5 varsity) went to the beach. the whole 5 pack had.. no wait scratch that.. CHOSE to squeeze our ( Read more... )

today was definitely relieving in so many ways.

1. we went to the doctors & jackie (my sister) got her ct scan and blood test results back and they're perfectly normal. =) pheeww. now i can breath. no brain tumours.. i'm sooo thankful.
2. ryan's dad is going to be okay too thank goodness. he was so worried about him, it was really sad but really sweet.
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recap of the eventful things this week. yesterday i got to see ryan for a lil bit. then i went to the doctors for my sister's ct (cat) scan. *cross my fingers she's alright* i won't kno till monday. and then in the evening me and ry went to the mall and saw king arthur.. which kinda sucked. but i had fun with him.

i was supposed to go to kristin's ( Read more... )

i have so much i could write in here. so much on my mind. so much i need to let out. so much im wondering. so much im worried about. how i feel so alone. how i feel so helpless. how i feel so selfish. how i feel so anxious like i always need to be doing something. how i feel like i need to be making up for all the bad i've done in my life. how much ( Read more... )

Aright so this week/weekend was like the bEST! I went and saw that movie with Jenny thursday. Friday got to see Kristin for a lil while and watched Jackass the movie (funny shiiiiit).

Saturday.. gets its own paragraph. =) I went to Red hot n Boom with the 5 pack (of rubbers aka condoms). First I got to Ang's house when she WASN'T THERE! So I had a ( Read more... )