so far all but one of my grades have been posted ( Read more... )

after class i went to my dynamics professors office and had him explain some of the new stuff that i was having trouble doing last night in the homework... it was me and two other guys in there... so at lest i wasnt the only one with problems... i did stay up til almost 2 working on it too.. and other than stopping to eat and work out i worked on ( Read more... )

my mom goes in today at 1 to have the spot on her lungs checked out... i would appreciate any prayers.. thanks

today was a pretty good first day... very busy ( Read more... )

it didnt really sink in til last night that my mom might have lung cancer... which is what her dad died of... both her parents were chain smokers her whole life... which is very frustrating... i dont get smoking... at all... but thats another topic all in itself... i mean yea most of the time we dont get along... but i already lost my dad... dont ( Read more... )

im comming back home!!! YAY! ive never been so ready to get back home... i miss everyone so much... and even just having my own place.. haha... it hasnt been as bad as it could have been.. but yea... its still living back at home ( Read more... )

its true... there are a good bit of people who i am friends with who dont know me at all... some are even close friends... its not that im secrative about who i am and what i think about things... but not many people have actually taken the time to observe or find out these things... it doesnt suprise me... the world today is a very selfish world ( Read more... )

it seems like i can never have more than one aspect of my life goin good at once... last year it was my love life that was the only thing goin well... this summer its just school.... i would like just once to have all my ducks in a row somehow... and have everything peachy ( Read more... )

so i met with phyllis today and we had a nice talk... i told her about sat night and she thinks that i have not given myself time to grieve yet and that i have been distracting myself with school and not letting myself grieve and since i have been ignoring the fact that we broke up and that it hurt me when its shoved in my face like sat night it ( Read more... )