guys are weird sometimes... ok maybe most of the time...

[lsusweetiepie84]

Recently two of my ex boyfriend's good friends have asked me out.... which I dunno if that is just weird to me, or what but I think its really weird... esp since the two relationships were both over a year, its not like it was a short-lived or casual thing... one of them was my high school boyfriends best friend... which is weird esp cause they are still best friends.... the other is my most recent long term relationships old friend.. who claims that they have only talked like once in the past year and arent really close anymore, i asked him if he didnt think that it was weird and he was like well only if there is still something there between ya'll... which i disagree with... i think its just weird period... even though we havent talked in months and all.. that is weird... i dunno maybe its just since every time i ever saw him i only viewed him as a friend and i didnt even think of anything else.. but he was like Melissa i always thought you were so hott and smart and i would really like to take you out... so after talking to him a while i told him that we could hang out but that i didnt want to go on a date with him.. that we could hang out and see how that goes first... but i really don think i could ever see anything there... cause thats just weird to me... and its been over a year since that relationship ended... so if its still seems weird i dont see it ever not seeming that way to me...

i do have to say though deciding to swear off guys for the semester was one of the best decisions i could have made... its been so nice not having to worry about guys and all the drama that comes with them.... and ive done so well in school... and ive become more independant and made a lot of great guy friends and its just been good all around... and i know none of my friends thought i could do it, heck i didnt even think it was gonna happen.... i am definately proud of myself for being able to do it... i mean i was thinking about it and i have had a guy around since junior year of high school, thats almost 5 years... its time to just be by myself... and its been great all around...