You know
It feels as if life is more bad, and littered here and there with some good moments. At feels as if its this unbelievable pressure to live. Its quite frustrating to feel down and sad for a long time. I know I'm frustrated with God and I feel as if He's abandoned me, but I know its more me turning away from Him. Its just the same old thing all the time. Its tiring and annoying, I don't know I wish I felt that life was mostly good, but littered here and there with bad things, but thats not the case.