Love? What for?

[lrrldrummer]

Well here it is 3rd period again and tears are stilling rolling down my cheeks. Everything seems to have just blown up. Everything was fine then poof all gone. All that I had gained was lost oh so easily, it's quite funny actually. Now I dont think I even have a chance. Mom is angry at me again. (what else is new). Im in a period of time Nick

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[allislost13]

where to begin.. well after reading that I am now crying.. Just the fact that you said that tears were rolling down your cheeks and that i heard you were crying made me so sad.. I'm glad that you believe me that i'm not mad.. because I'm not. Matt.. What you did sunday night was really cute.. and If things were different who knows how that would've gone. But right now I couldn't do anything about it yah know.. I love you matt as my best friend and I never want to lose you. I want to help you with things that are going on. I can't believe that things with us are confusing and messed up. I never thought it would come to this. never. I don't know what else to say but I am sorry. I'm sorry for taking this the way I did. It could've been taken a completly different way. It just confused me and I couldn't gather my thoughts. Matt, I never want to lose you. You are one of my closest/best friends and I trust in you with everything that I am and everything that I will be. We've done so much together and been through so many things being rough or smoother we've been through it together as friends. You are my Penguin.. and I love MY penguin very much