long time since ive updated.

[lpsk8hybrid]

i haven't had the urge to update this thing very much since ive been in school but friday wuz my last day and now i don't have to wake up at the crack of dawn just to go there and then go to work. ive got to look for a full time job now since im now pretty much certified as a electronic system tech. but anyways not much has changed, still single , still workin at cub foods, basically the same shit that hasn't changed but i hope will. summer has been ok i guess, nothin real spectacular has happen, i wuz hanging out wit my cuz a lot but unfortunately he had to go to atlanta cuz of my stupid bitch ass step sister that makes up lies after lies just to get her way. but i miss him tho , hes kinda like a brother ive never had . when he comes back to chicago in the fall we're trying to get a place of our own when we get full time jobs so we can afford it. hes probably the best person i know that can almost get wit any girl he wants , he's just good wit talkin , but there wuz this one girl i liked that he got with and we all chilled together , my cuz told her i liked her and all but there wuz this one night we all chilled together and they were kinda messin around so i had to just tell her i liked her and shit and i had feelings for her. i told her and she wuz like she wuz flattered and all but she really wuzn't into me like that just as a friend. god i hate that friend thing. ive gotten it to many fuckin times. she tells me to call her sumtinme and we would hang out while my cuz wuz gone, i call her on the weekends and text her seeing if she wanted to do anying , but shes so fuckin shady , i hate shady people like that so im wasting my time on bs. the day after this all happened the hottest lookin girl started workin at my job . ive seen her before shoppin and she always caught my eye when she came in. shes ideally what i want . shes black little ligher then i am i can tell shes into punk just by what she wheres , which almost is rare to find a black girl into that around here. but the bad thing my friend that works up front as a cashier said shes like 16 going on 17 so im debating if i should even risk it. im 19 going on 20 but i don't even look my age one bit. if anyone saw me then would think i wuz 17 .my friend said he'll mention me to her to see if shes even interested cause i don't want to waste my time if she isn't cause ive been through that shit to many times. hopefully suming good will happen. been to long since ive had a girl .

i might go to ozzfest on saturday , just depends cause i have to work and i wanna try and see if i can get out of it. cause i really want to go. my friends already got tickets and shit. well ill try and update this thing sum more in the future. later