Sep 02, 2008 00:17
Dear Superman
You looked so cute today. As usual. No surprise. That kiss you gave me burned my cheek. Burned in to my heart. It's sitting with the others.
I got butterflies in my stomach today. The first time since we broke up. The first time since last summer, before we broke up. I'm content with the way it went today. They really know us. All we do is nod and our lunch is being cooked :) They really know us.
Thank you for being with me. Thank you for telling me I looked gorgeous all day even thought you didn't know i left my make up bag at Becky's house and i was self conscious about my bad skin and not wearing anything on my face. Thank you for emailing me through one of the most stressful days at work in the last month. Thank you for telling me I'm amazing - I added a ditto because I still think you are too. Despite all we went through, despite all you did. I still get excited and start every meeting with you in an optimistic and hopeful way.
Letting you see me today was good for my soul. Just to chat and be silly and laugh at ourselves getting goosebumps in the cold while we smoked. It was brilliant. I love it. I love you
You really do care. It just takes some waiting for you to let me see that. I still haven't figured out why you get self conscious around me after all these years. You make me smile when you do though. I know that it means you care about what I think. Nine times out of ten i think good things.
You looked so cute today. As usual. No surprise. That kiss you gave me burned my cheek. Burned in to my heart. It's sitting with the others.
-Me-
PS - Your girlfriend doesn't deserve you. Today was the only day in the past few months where i could get you to smile with your eyes again.