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[lox]

Well it's been quite a while

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[icemantml13]

That was deep, and I admit, I'd have never guessed a lot of that (and, you're right, I can't grasp "not thinking." A lot of times I think that I need to think more).

Maybe you're having the winter blues, of sorts, particularly with college and all the accompanying nonsense. Either way, there are a lot of us who would be the first to disagree and say that you are "great" at a very large number of things. For instance, I think we can all agree that your writing skills are superb and your tunes are way better than anything that gets played on Q102. Plus, I don't know a better poker player; and when it comes to needing help, there are few people that I respect and trust more.

Hang in there. If you need something to live for, though, start with the moment. Hopefully it'll help you snap out of it.

-Foc

[lox]

lol thanks for the words of encouragement man. we've talked on AIM about this already though. youre a good kid foc. id hug ya if i could haha

thanks for the read

[joefake]

i wish i could just have a blank mind sometimes, if i don't think about something else, or listen to music, i always come back to thinking about death and it makes me sick. i think what if when you die really nothing happens and your gone, all your memories and feelings, all gone.. and that makes me sick

then i think well what if God is real and everything and we really live forever, forever is a long time, how am i going to stand actually living for that long.. and it makes me sick.

yea those usually overpower any other things that i might be thinking about

[lox]

those are some deep things to think.. i hear you though. a lot of people say the same thing about wishing to have a blank mind at times

i guess it has its pros and its cons

thx for the read

[hitmewithatrain]

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