Dolor
Pain...
It's been one of those times... it's not been a day, or even two... but a little while. I can not place a single point in time when it started nor can I point out a single cause for it. However, it leads me to want to complain, to whine, and to generally let things out. Unfortunately, the ephemeral nature of my problems makes complaining about them difficult, as I lack the definition of them to complain about.
This hold true with effectively all my current problems, except for one. I, however, get the feeling that it's as much of a side effect as a problem. However, as I am in the mood to complain a lot, I have singled this out, as it's cause me a considerable amount of annoyance recently. My standard night consists of staying up exceedingly late... 4 or 5 maybe. However, last night, and tonight as well, I have found the need to go to bed earlier. The muscles along my spine, laying between my shoulder blades, have decided to act up. Normally, during the day and early evening, they don't bother me at all. However, if I spend a long time sitting, or standing I imagine, the muscles there start to cramp, to the point where I become almost physically unable to remain upright and find the need to seek horizontal comfort, such as my bed. Unfortunately, it is not cured quickly, so I am effectively forced to go to sleep. This has led to quite a bit of frustration and pain, both caused by it, and caused by my attempts to deal with it, as the muscles between my shoulder blades are positioned in such a way that while touching them is a simple matter, applying enough pressure is exceedingly difficult and leads to straining the muscles in my arm. Needless to say, this is not all that much of a better situation, so I'm forced to deal with it. Ah well... In all honesty, this is a very minor problem, however, I'm feeling quite bitchy, and don't care that it's among the least of my problems. I can't rant about it and I did.
It's been one of those times... it's not been a day, or even two... but a little while. I can not place a single point in time when it started nor can I point out a single cause for it. However, it leads me to want to complain, to whine, and to generally let things out. Unfortunately, the ephemeral nature of my problems makes complaining about them difficult, as I lack the definition of them to complain about.
This hold true with effectively all my current problems, except for one. I, however, get the feeling that it's as much of a side effect as a problem. However, as I am in the mood to complain a lot, I have singled this out, as it's cause me a considerable amount of annoyance recently. My standard night consists of staying up exceedingly late... 4 or 5 maybe. However, last night, and tonight as well, I have found the need to go to bed earlier. The muscles along my spine, laying between my shoulder blades, have decided to act up. Normally, during the day and early evening, they don't bother me at all. However, if I spend a long time sitting, or standing I imagine, the muscles there start to cramp, to the point where I become almost physically unable to remain upright and find the need to seek horizontal comfort, such as my bed. Unfortunately, it is not cured quickly, so I am effectively forced to go to sleep. This has led to quite a bit of frustration and pain, both caused by it, and caused by my attempts to deal with it, as the muscles between my shoulder blades are positioned in such a way that while touching them is a simple matter, applying enough pressure is exceedingly difficult and leads to straining the muscles in my arm. Needless to say, this is not all that much of a better situation, so I'm forced to deal with it. Ah well... In all honesty, this is a very minor problem, however, I'm feeling quite bitchy, and don't care that it's among the least of my problems. I can't rant about it and I did.