i know by the look that i see in your eyes

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the best thing happened to me about 6 months ago. there is nothing i could ask for in life that would make me happier, nothing i could ask for in life that would make me feel amazing inside, and good, but missing something when its gone. i can never figure out how to descibe how great i feel about it, the words are never there, and most of the words have not been invented. i love it so much <----- this sentence is so weak compared to how much i love i have, its like an ant compared to the universe.

if you havent gotten the hint amanda, i fucking love you to no end, you are everything to me, and i miss you so much right now, and i cant wait to see you.