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today, well yesterday was my birthday. it was ok, the best part was amanda. she made me a cool collage type thingy with a picture of her and me, and a few bands and other things i like :). she got me buffalo chicken, and brownies. she also made me a nice card, which made me even happier, she also let me do and get away with things i normally wouldnt do. i love her so much. i also got a small party from part of my family, i get a bigger one on the 30th, hopefully ryan will be here. i got a hula girl air freshener, and a hula doll for my dashboard, from chuck, although niether chuck nor my parents know the significance of the hula girl ....... my baby :). my parents got me a box of tools, not the most exciting thing, but in actuality its a really good gift, now i have my own tools instead of having to use paulywogs. i love amanda so much i cant say much more than whats already been said, plus there are no words for how she makes me feel inside, the words havent been invented yet. the only downfall to today was that neither steve nor joey wished me a happy birthday, not even a text or an email. they can go fuck themselves, all the shit ive done for them and not even a fucking happy fucking birthday.