im so fucking pissed
so the hot guy didnt show up in class today until right when she was handing out the test, so i couldnt talk to him at all, and i think he said something dumb and i dont know and that was my last chance and now its gone. fuck, im so pissed. like...i swear. ive resigned myself to the fact that i am never going to have another boyfriend. i dont want to hear any of that "it will come when you least expect it" shit. it will never fucking come. im depressed. and i got an A- in biology which may not seem like a big deal to anyone but its a fucking big deal to me. no more 4.0 for me. i dont know. im so stressed out. and i dont think i did that well on my final. i had to make stuff up half the time. shit. i dont know. i have so much christmas shopping to do, and i feel like im not gonna have a good break and im just really unhappy. and its not like im on my period and thats why...its actually real. blah.