Title : Shadow
Pairing : Sakuraiba
Genre : AU, Angst
Rating : PG13
Beta :
no3lr3i *thanks *hugs*
Summary : Aiba couldn`t life without Sho, but if Sho left him alone...the thing he could do just ran after Sho`s shadow...
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HERE
Everyday will be a great day for Aiba as long as he has his Sho-chan’s smiled beside him. He remembered so well about his *always* lovely conversation with Sho before they were going to bed. Sho will always read a book and Aiba will stare at him nonstop.
"Ne...Sho-chan...do you know...?"
"Nani?"
"I can’t live without you..."
"I love you too Masaki...,"he said it softly and glanced over to have a good look of Aiba. He smiled when he saw Aiba`s kawaii pouting. He tried to keep his focus back on his book but instead he couldn’t get his eyes of that pouting lips.
"I said I can’t live without you..."
"You can live without me Masaki...of course that won’t be happening unless I’m dead ..."
"If u were to really die...I`ll go to heaven with u..."
"No...You will continue your life just as it is , you don’t want to see Nino ,Oh-chan ,and Jun crying right? ewww...that`s just disgusting...,"Aiba was looking at his boyfriend with sleepy eyes.
"You don’t want to see me cry, right Sho-chan?"
"Of course not ..."
"So...don’t die please...? Don’t leave me alone..."
"As you wish Love...but you`re not alone...even if I were to really die...," Sho kissed Aiba`s cheek, "Oyasumi..."
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Aiba works in a pet shop, Ohno`s pet shop. It has always been so easy for him to work there, with Ohno and Nino around him. He felt safe. His life just perfect as he has job that he always wanted, he has best friends, he has a lovely and warm apartment, and last but not least he has a wonderful boyfriend, Sho Sakurai. His life was all about other people around him. His life was all about Nino`s sarcasm, Ohno`s sleepiness, Jun`s cool personality, and Sho`s...well...all about Sho. He always smiled for Sho, laughed for Sho, kissed Sho, slept with Sho, waited for Sho to pick him up from work.
It was a rainy day, and he just hated it. But he has always loves the sight when Sho would come to pick him up with his hair and t-shirt wet because of rain. He would see Sho`s mendokusai face when tries to dry himself. But after he realized Aiba watched him carefully, he will give him a warm and cozy smile like always.
"Well...You can stop drooling Aiba-chan...Your hand phone has been ringing since just now..." Nino brought him back to reality.
"Ack!!! Gomen..."
He flipped his hand phone open and read "Sho-chan" on the monitor.
-Love...have you finished your work? Can’t wait to see you...-
-Almost, but it`s raining, just wait till the rain stops then you can pick me up ne~ Sho-chan... (^^)-
-Arrggghhh.. I`ll pick you up now, no matter rain or storm (><)-
-Seriously, stop this mushy talk, Sho-chan. You must wait till the rain stops or you’ll catch a cold-
-Well u can’t stop me, I’m on my way-
-Sho-chan... be careful ne?-
-Hai...aishiteru yo masaki-
-I love you too Sho-chan...-
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*One month Later*
Aiba has finished his work while Ohno and Nino talked to each other. Aiba look at his hand phone, desperately waiting for Sho’s message.
"Aiba-chan...," Nino called him.
"Hai? Can I wait till Sho-chan picks me up? He hasn’t text me yet..."
"Ahhhh...actually Jun will pick you up instead of Sho-kun"
"Ehh ?? Why...?"
"hrmmm...he can’t pick you..." Before Aiba can ask anything else, Jun entered the shop and cut the conversation. He smiled at Ohno and Nino weakly.
"Thank you Jun...for picking him up everyday...,"said Ohno.
"No problem..." he answered softly.
Aiba wears his jacket and walked towards Jun. He smiled widely to his best friends.
"Otsukaresama deshita..." He said to Ohno and Nino.
"Otsukare Aiba-chan... take care of yourself ne...?" Nino told with him softly.
"Hai..." he smiled at them again.
"Oyasumi..."Ohno replied with a smile.
"Oyasumi..."
Jun walked Aiba to his apartment. He listened to Aiba’s random story and laughed at Aiba’s jokes as always.
"Jun-kun...I wonder why Sho-chan can’t pick me up...?"
Jun took a deep breath before he answered, "Maybe...he has got some work to do Aiba-chan..."
"Ah...yeah...I feel really egoist just now..."
"Don’t be...He will understand if you’re questioning about his absence..."
"Yes...yes...He is a wonderful person ne, Jun-kun?" Aiba really likes to praise his boyfriend. Jun nodded in agreement.
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Aiba didn’t really understand why his friends treats him like a weak glass that will be broke anytime. He opened his apartment door and shouted happily.
"Tadaima, Sho-chan!!!" Sho ran from the kitchen and smiled at Aiba.
"Okaeri Masaki..."
"What are you doing Sho-chan? In the kitchen?" He asked his boyfriend curiously, He didn’t want to see something burning in his lovely kitchen.
"Nothing..."
"Why you didn’t pick me up at work?"
"I have several work that needs to be done, did you miss me?"
"Always..." Aiba pouted his lips.
"Don’t be...I’m always here with you..." He kissed Aiba softly, when Aiba tried to deepen the kiss, his phone rang. He sighed and pouted while Sho laughed.
"I`ll make us some dinner..." He kissed Aiba’s cheek and walked towards the kitchen.
"Moshi moshi...Nino?"
"Aiba-chan... where are you...?
"In my apartment of course ...why ?"
"Nothing...just remember to eat your dinner properly...Jun made spaghetti for you"
"Jun-kun? but Sho-chan cooked for me..."
"Ah....souka...well...at least eat something before go to bed ok?"
"Hai..."
Aiba feel so confused, but he didn’t want to ruin the happy atmosphere between Sho and him, that’s why he he just kept it to himself. Sho made spaghetti for him, and they went to bed together. Aiba has once again found his safety zone, in Sho`s arm. He won’t be able to sleep without Sho, he can’t do anything without Sho.
"Sho-chan..."
"Nani?"
"I love you..."
"I love you too Masaki...and will always love you ..." Sho kissed Aiba`s forehead and sang a soft song to make the younger sleep.
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Aiba ain’t a patient person and he can’t waited any longer. It`s been 2 hours since Sho’s last message and it is raining cats and dogs now. Nino and Ohno don’t mind waiting, but Aiba knew so well...that his best friends need some rest after this long day. He tried to call his boyfriend again and again, but it’s his answering machine the one who greets him every time ... The madness changed into worries. Where are you Sho-chan...?. Aiba tried to called his boyfriend again when a unknown number called him.
"Moshi-moshi?"
"Sorry...can I speak to Aiba Masaki- san...?
"Aiba Masaki desu,,who is it?"
"Dr. Yusuke from Niji Hospital"
"Hai...?" Aiba can feel the coldness around his neck and his heart beat is speeding up, fast. He knew something bad happen.
"It`s about Sakurai Sho- san...I found your phone number in his fast connection..."
"What happen to him??" Aiba almost screamed , extreamly worried .
"He got into an accident...and...."
Everything was blur, everything gone with Sho. His love, his life, his happiness, his passion, everything was gone.
"NOOOO !!! SHO-CHAN!!! SHO-CHAN!!!"
Aiba woke up from his sleep. Tears flooded his face. He saw the empty side in his bed. He ran into the bathroom and searched all the places in his apartment but he Sho was no where to be found. NO!! It`s just a dream!!!. NO!! SHO-CHAN!!! He must be somewhere, maybe at Nino`s. He called Nino in panic.
"What do you want?"Nino asked without see the number that called him.
"Nino...Nino..." He can’t find any proper words to tell Nino.
"Aiba-chan...?" Nino asked fully awake now, and tried to wake Ohno who’s asleep beside him.
"Aiba-chan ...what happened?"
"Sho-chan...Sho-chan...Sho-chan..." He just kept repeating Sho’s name again and again.
"Wait, I`ll be there in 10 minutes Aiba-chan..."
Nino and Ohno rushed to Aiba`s apartment and reached before 10 minutes passed. They used the spare key given to them to unlock Aiba`s apartment. They found a trembling body on the floor at the kitchen’s corner. Nino ran to him and hugged the trembling body tightly.
"Where is Sho-chan...? I can’t find him..." Aiba asked him with empty eyes.
"Shhhh...Aiba-chan...don’t worry..."
"Where is he...where is he? where is Sho-chan??"
"Shhhh...Aiba-chan..."
Ohno pulled Nino and Aiba to the bed room. Aiba cried nonstop and just keep repeating Sho`s name. Nino hugged him tightly and stroke Aiba`s back softly.
"Aiba-chan...listen at me..."
Aiba didn’t say anything, only his sobbing could be heard, but he stopped saying Sho name at one point, that`s why Nino thought he was listenning to him.
"Sho-chan...he got into an accident...and...he went to heaven..."
"No...he is with me...all the time...he cooked for me...Sho-chan..."
"No...he is in heaven now Aiba chan...Jun was the one who cooked for you everyday...You tried to run away from reality..."
"No...Sho-chan..."
"Don’t worry Aiba-chan...don’t worry...you still have us..."
Everything became dark, everything became empty. Aiba is now just a body, without love, without a soul, because everything except his body has gone along with Sho.
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Dis is my very first fanfic,,hontou~~
And english is not my first language,,
so hontou ni gomene if i was wrong here and there,,
tell me what u think?
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