on to angry...

[lovrlyjade]

im finally getting mad and not crying anymore. i mean, i gave my all MY ALL to this guy and he just pissed on it. i did everything i could and it wasnt enough. now he has to run around, cop out and try and "find himself"? well you know what? fuck that! you can find yourself and not bail on the person who has stood beside you for 7 years, trying her damnedest to make YOU happy! thats all i did for 7 years (try to make him happy)! all i wanted was dave to be happy and love me. thats it. IT'S NOT THAT FUCKING HARD! as katie and mom keep telling me, he's not worth my tears anymore! they are so right!

granted, i'd still take him back in like a second but i'm still fucking pissed! ANGRY!