And I'll Let You Know That It's Okay To Cry
So of course.
I was looking for new lj icons.
And guess what I fell upon?
I was kind of happy actually.
Brokeback Mountain won best kiss on the
MTV Movie Awards.
I didn't want it but my friend Candy did and I was kind of glad actually.
I was rooting for them to win.
So. I went to church today and while I was sitting there
not really paying attnetion, because it's about the Da Vinci Code
and I don't really care.
I had a lot of thoughts just on different things.
So yeah. These are just my thoughts, don't hold anything against me.
But I'll accept questions, comments, and even debates :]
thank you and have a great day. No I'm kidding, but seriously I don't care if you post anything about any of my thoughts. Just me and my randomness.
So. Do we realize here that we actually have proof of Jesus and the ressurection? It's a historical truth. But even if it is a historical truth, we (humans in general) still refuse to believe it. Why? Is it the point that we know if we do believe this, we have to give up everything that we've built for ourselves, and give ourselves to someone else of higher power? Is it because then we know that we aren't in control of our lives? Or is it, that we really just don't believe. Religion is always a touchy subject for some people. I don't know, but maybe it is the fact that we do believe it, that we competely reject it for the simple facts that we have to trust on some one "God", to give us our salvation. But when do we realize that we can't do it on our own? Okay so yeah I do believe in God, because nothing else makes sense. Evolution. Could we really be here by chance? I think human and human nature is way too complex to be evolved over millions and millions of years. But then again that's just me. I think it's what we do understand that scares us the most, then what we don't understand. With what we don't understand we have the choice not to learn, we have a choice to just completely ignore and go on about our day, but the things we do understand...it's already there in our minds, and we know it's true. Questions, comments, debate?
Homosexuality is another big one. It's so big, that randomly I got on AOL, and out of no where, out of all the things that could be talked about, it was about Bush wanting to ban gay marraiges. Seriously, who cares THAT much about homosexuals getting married? If I wanted to get married to my girlfriend I should be able to. If he wants to get married to his boyfriend he should be able to. Now, this is also a big damper, because of religion. "Homosexuality activity is a sin"-Leviticus 18:22."The bible condemns homosexual activity"-Romans 1:26-27. "Those who indulge in homosexuality and other sins can share in God's Kingdom only if they are forgiven"-1 Corinthians 6:9-11. So i can see the point there, when it comes to religion. But what about Christians or are homosexuals too? Is homosexuality a choice? Or, were you born gay? I have no idea. I still don't get what the big deal is outside of that. Is it because it's not of the norm.? What is normal?
Do people really deserve second chances? No matter how much a person hurt you should you let them go or give them a second chance? Should you give them more than second chance? I really have no idea where this thought came from, but I have it and I just thought I'd throw it out there lol. But I'm being serious. Is there a point to giving someone a second chance, or should we just stop with chances completely. People are going to hurt you, whether they're your best friend or not, so, what's the point of calling it a second chance? Should it be more about forgiveness than that?
This one is more along the lines of friendship in general. People come and go. Friends come and go. It's only those kind of friends that leave foot prints in your heart, that meant that they were worth a lot to you. It's funny though, because a lot of people give up friends, like none of it was ever worth it, so what was the point? I'm honestly scared to death to lose my friends, some more than others, but it's there. But seriously, when it enough, enough? When is it time to put the ball in their court and decide that you've done all that you can, and if they don't want it to work then well there just isn't a friendship anymore?
Who
said that I wasn't right?
I lived for years without a life.
Don't have a soul on my side.
Still ridiculed despite how hard that I have
tried.
Don't take me under your wing.
Don't need a hand don't need anything
And I've got a roof over my head.
As if I'd rather be alone with me inside.
Close yet Far.
Drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are.
I'll tip my hat to those who can't believe it's me.
Though I never never never ever wanted this to
be.