August 14th -
Today is my mom's 77th birthday. She looks fantastic - one would never guess her age at all. She works full-time as a Trust Officer at a Bank in the suburbs. i really believe that working has kept her mind and body active. i'm very proud of her - i hope that i have some of her genes.
We will celebrate her birthday along with the graduation party for 2 of my 3 kids tomorrow (a high school graduation & 8th grade graduation)So, today it's massive cleaning with a migraine. i rarely get these anymore but i think between the heat, humidity and the stress of throwing a party (i really don't like having them) it was bound to happen.
In 3 days, we ship Emily off to University of Illinois. Sir got his engineering degree from there as well - i guess the two of them have something in common. Ed received his degree from the University of Illinois - Chicago. When he attended there they called it Circle Campus. Often times, they use his campus as a background for movies. The most famous one that i can think of is "Candyman" - the old creepy thriller.
This summer the time has just flown by. It will be strange and nice to take Emily to school - i think i will only shed a few tears. i am not one of those moms who cling and have a hard time letting go. i will be happy to see what she does with herself - it's her turn to shine. i hope that i helped her with her reasoning skills and she makes good choices. Both her and her sister were given the choice to go on the birth control pill or some other method of their choice when they were seniors in high school. i don't think either one of them would want to become a parent at this time until their schooling is complete. i'm glad that they took me up on this offer and i had these awkward talks with them. My head is not in the sand and i understand that things can happen. i am definitely not ready to be a grandparent.
Also, it will be so very nice to have my car whenever i want it and the freedom to do more things. It was my sacrifice during the school year to have the car available for her. i really didn't want to schlep her around and because my job is within the home office, i didn't really need it much. To say that my carbon footprint is relatively small, is an understatement. Ed works with me here as well. As a matter of fact, business has been picking up and we are so grateful for that!
Next weekend (Aug 20-22) will be a very long weekend at Sir's home. i am extremely excited. i wear his collar of consideration proudly - i was so glad it was placed on me in front of a few of his friends - He really enjoys showing me off and likes people to know of our relationship. He explained to me that it's just as much my consideration in wanting to be with Him/heras as it is His to be with me. He states that we all have a voice and to reach deep down and KNOW how i feel (Ed is also included in these decisions. He supports me.)
i reach up to my neck at many times during the day and night and i feel Him and His words. i haven't and won't take it off - it's a beautiful design of chainmaille.
"There are no do-overs; this is long term." (Sir's words - Aren't they magnificent)We write and talk on a daily basis - sometimes several times a day and i still can't get enough and it's mutual. Ed is enjoying the ride as well and it's opened up new avenues for him as well. We are really enjoying the second 25 married years together. The first 25 were mainly for us (with some forays of kinkiness) and our children - now it's more to expand our love to others and to enrich my/our relationships.
i will count the hours and minutes until i arrive at Sir's home and dungeon(s). He has new plans for me. i have no idea - but i'm sure they are grand. He is articulate, intelligent, kinky, sadistic, strong, sexy, sincere, romantic and loving. i am so excited to serve and please Him.
i'm still debating whether or not i'll put up the pics here. i don't care for them. i don't like how i gained some weight this summer. Ed and Sir love them but that's their opinions. Sir is very health conscious (most likely from his background of being in the Armed Forces for 4 years and an EMT) i am instructed to push fluids (of the healthy kind), eat healthy and exercise. He has really gotten my mind and body feeling great. i am only taking 1/4 of my bp pill and my MD stated that most likely he will take me off of it in the next month or two. He wanted to know how i have successfully brought all of my numbers into control - i must credit Sir with his useful knowledge and support for myself being in such a good place. i am also off my celexa for 3 months now. i haven't felt this good for years.
Have a great and safe weekend all~
p.s. To my kinky friend - i did indeed get the email addy that you sent me and will update you as soon as i get a chance. *grin*
We will celebrate her birthday along with the graduation party for 2 of my 3 kids tomorrow (a high school graduation & 8th grade graduation)So, today it's massive cleaning with a migraine. i rarely get these anymore but i think between the heat, humidity and the stress of throwing a party (i really don't like having them) it was bound to happen.
In 3 days, we ship Emily off to University of Illinois. Sir got his engineering degree from there as well - i guess the two of them have something in common. Ed received his degree from the University of Illinois - Chicago. When he attended there they called it Circle Campus. Often times, they use his campus as a background for movies. The most famous one that i can think of is "Candyman" - the old creepy thriller.
This summer the time has just flown by. It will be strange and nice to take Emily to school - i think i will only shed a few tears. i am not one of those moms who cling and have a hard time letting go. i will be happy to see what she does with herself - it's her turn to shine. i hope that i helped her with her reasoning skills and she makes good choices. Both her and her sister were given the choice to go on the birth control pill or some other method of their choice when they were seniors in high school. i don't think either one of them would want to become a parent at this time until their schooling is complete. i'm glad that they took me up on this offer and i had these awkward talks with them. My head is not in the sand and i understand that things can happen. i am definitely not ready to be a grandparent.
Also, it will be so very nice to have my car whenever i want it and the freedom to do more things. It was my sacrifice during the school year to have the car available for her. i really didn't want to schlep her around and because my job is within the home office, i didn't really need it much. To say that my carbon footprint is relatively small, is an understatement. Ed works with me here as well. As a matter of fact, business has been picking up and we are so grateful for that!
Next weekend (Aug 20-22) will be a very long weekend at Sir's home. i am extremely excited. i wear his collar of consideration proudly - i was so glad it was placed on me in front of a few of his friends - He really enjoys showing me off and likes people to know of our relationship. He explained to me that it's just as much my consideration in wanting to be with Him/heras as it is His to be with me. He states that we all have a voice and to reach deep down and KNOW how i feel (Ed is also included in these decisions. He supports me.)
i reach up to my neck at many times during the day and night and i feel Him and His words. i haven't and won't take it off - it's a beautiful design of chainmaille.
"There are no do-overs; this is long term." (Sir's words - Aren't they magnificent)We write and talk on a daily basis - sometimes several times a day and i still can't get enough and it's mutual. Ed is enjoying the ride as well and it's opened up new avenues for him as well. We are really enjoying the second 25 married years together. The first 25 were mainly for us (with some forays of kinkiness) and our children - now it's more to expand our love to others and to enrich my/our relationships.
i will count the hours and minutes until i arrive at Sir's home and dungeon(s). He has new plans for me. i have no idea - but i'm sure they are grand. He is articulate, intelligent, kinky, sadistic, strong, sexy, sincere, romantic and loving. i am so excited to serve and please Him.
i'm still debating whether or not i'll put up the pics here. i don't care for them. i don't like how i gained some weight this summer. Ed and Sir love them but that's their opinions. Sir is very health conscious (most likely from his background of being in the Armed Forces for 4 years and an EMT) i am instructed to push fluids (of the healthy kind), eat healthy and exercise. He has really gotten my mind and body feeling great. i am only taking 1/4 of my bp pill and my MD stated that most likely he will take me off of it in the next month or two. He wanted to know how i have successfully brought all of my numbers into control - i must credit Sir with his useful knowledge and support for myself being in such a good place. i am also off my celexa for 3 months now. i haven't felt this good for years.
Have a great and safe weekend all~
p.s. To my kinky friend - i did indeed get the email addy that you sent me and will update you as soon as i get a chance. *grin*