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so much on my mind. and yet, so little. i have a new philosophy, and it is empowering almost. i am living my life for ME now. i don't want relationships. i won't be alone either. if i meet a man who attracts me, i will spend time with him. if i want to have a fling i will, and those who judge me be damned. it is my life, and i am doing what makes me happy, not those who think they know best for me, or what society deems correct. i will live on my terms and no one elses. it is odd how much stress has simply vanished from that choice. by flinging logic to the wind, and embracing emotion i have gained an amazing sense of power, freedom, and peace at the same time. it is amazing what a simple decision can do to alter one's outlook. i used to try to rule every decision with logic. i overanalyzed every shred of my life to the point that i could barely keep myself together, but this decision, or choice rather, it changes everything. i may fail, but at least the freedom of this moment existed.