In a matter of months.

[lovexlovexlovex]

Today was chill.
I was happy.
Ms. Bennie did not yell at me.
yet...
and no one tried to rape me
on the way home.
the end.

My best Friend is leaving me.
And neither of us, have any control
over it.
It's a classic story.
But in every story, something happens
and the friend doesn't go.
But I don't think that this time
thats going to be the case.
I'm scared that shes going to
go and find someone better than me
and we will part forever.
I dont want Friday Mall Night
without her and I dont want to
have to miss sleeping at
eachothers houses on the weekend.
I dont want to lose her.

Then there's Tessa, who I adore
more than I ever thought it was
humanly possible to adore anyone.
Who keeps me going, keeps me
smiling, and teaches me endlessly.
But there is constant doubt, that
she truely feels the same way about me
even though she reminds me neverendlingly.

WHY MUST I LIVE LIFE IN FEAR?
idiot.