(no subject)
Today was nothing special.
I was overly frustrated in the morning,
but that had cleared up by Lunch.
We got put into our testing classes today.
All the total days we will be in there, amount to
about a week. Which is great because my class is
AMAZING. We've got Tay, MK, Monica, Lexi,
Gill, Jennie, Morgy, Mia, all the asians,
its just the best.
Sometimes I find myself feeling so overly
ignored and pushed aside I do anything
for a look. I hate the feeling of needing to do that.
No one has ever ACTED like it, but i think
i make a fool out of myself sometimes.
I cant help it.
I LIKE A BOY.
I want him. pretty bad.
I flirted with him some today.
Even though one of my close f
friends was "all over him"
according to everyone.
he suprised me by walking up
and putting his arms around me.
Sigh.
I forgot what it feels like to
like anyone but spencer.
I dont think he knows though.
I feel torn as far as my
weekend plans go.
I want to be with Chels.
I feel like I'm running out of time
with her.
Me and Alyssa NEED to hang out though.
Besides, Our 1 year just passed.
Then there is Sam's party.
Then there's communtiy service
that has to get done.
SIGH. when does it end.
Tomorrow Ms. Bennie gets back.
Im fucking scared to death.
That's all for now I think.
I was overly frustrated in the morning,
but that had cleared up by Lunch.
We got put into our testing classes today.
All the total days we will be in there, amount to
about a week. Which is great because my class is
AMAZING. We've got Tay, MK, Monica, Lexi,
Gill, Jennie, Morgy, Mia, all the asians,
its just the best.
Sometimes I find myself feeling so overly
ignored and pushed aside I do anything
for a look. I hate the feeling of needing to do that.
No one has ever ACTED like it, but i think
i make a fool out of myself sometimes.
I cant help it.
I LIKE A BOY.
I want him. pretty bad.
I flirted with him some today.
Even though one of my close f
friends was "all over him"
according to everyone.
he suprised me by walking up
and putting his arms around me.
Sigh.
I forgot what it feels like to
like anyone but spencer.
I dont think he knows though.
I feel torn as far as my
weekend plans go.
I want to be with Chels.
I feel like I'm running out of time
with her.
Me and Alyssa NEED to hang out though.
Besides, Our 1 year just passed.
Then there is Sam's party.
Then there's communtiy service
that has to get done.
SIGH. when does it end.
Tomorrow Ms. Bennie gets back.
Im fucking scared to death.
That's all for now I think.