Until I have something else,

Sep 03, 2007 22:20

I feel pretty good at the moment. I am coming to that point in my life where I am re-thinking and doubting everything that is going on,  but it feels like that's what is meant to be happening.. so i'm alright with it. Either it will pass or it won't, and if it doesn't then i'll know what to do.

Unfortunately i've been realizing how anti-social I have become, and i'm not sure what the cause of it is. I am either: scared people are going to stop liking me if I keep hanging out with them, scared i'm going to stop liking people if I keep hanging out with them, or I just generally have more fun by myself. I can be myself by myself, anyway, and that counts for something. ... Whether that's true or not, I have no idea.

Also, last night Amanda and I went to go see and hang out with Chubby Checker. We got on stage with him and did the 'fly.' I had no idea what that was until he described what to do. ..Actually, I didn't even really know who he was until he sang the Twist.

Anyway, I can't wait for cold weather and for interesting livejournal entries.

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