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i hate this, i've fallen in love with her, and i know she doesnt feel the same way, we're really close, i can talk to her about anything, she's the only perosn i can actually talk to and i cant talk about this, the one thing i really need to talk about, this really seems like an incoherent rambling, i just cant put it into words, i dont want to like her anymore, but if i stay friends with her i dont think that will happen, but i cant stop being frineds with her, i dont want to, i need her. but lately i feel like i'm getting, i dont know, snubbed? for lack of a better term, just like i'm not getting, i dont know, its so hard to put into words, i hate it. its tearing me up inside and its gonna kill me, but i cant do anything about it. can i? what can i do? i need help. it's gonna kill me.