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yesterday i was really depressed, i was at work and i was talking to robbie..this is what i wrote "sometimes i wonder why everyone does so much shit and then when you do the same thing the freak out. also like now for example my sister is alwats asking and asking just like everyone wlse, and when i ask 4 something back, theyre like no and i cant re-ask or theyre like man, shut up. but idf i say no to my sister she like bro dont ask me for anything, and it gets me really angry and i cant show it..well this summer i am doing a volunteer job to get hours for high school. my mom is paying me $10 dollars a day to keep me buzy! well i dont knoe it its just everyone else or what but im feeling really depressed lately. really sad as if no one liked me or something. well i dont know im just feeling as if i cant turn to anyone. man."..yeah it was really depressing..then i cried and tried to hold it in..but w.e and roby was like what wrong and i was like no, my eyes hurt..lol i always use that exuse..well i went to the pool that day and i was talking to mario, and i asked him if he had aol and he sayd yeah..and then after the pool ended he baught me a drink and gave me his s.n..well i got online later on and he was online..[mario is a life guard at a.d barnes pool, he'z 18] well we started talking and he wanted me to do his profile..so i got on his s.n and his friends started to IM me..and one of them was like ohh, u got pix..so i sent him to my site..then he was like ohh how deliciouz are you? and i sent what he said to me to mario..and mario was like ohh so how deliciouz ARE you? and then things led to things and we started to flirt and talk and blah blah blah..so we decided to be scamming buddiez..but we gotta keep it on the dL..so today i went to work..and i couldnt go to A.D barnes..so no kissy-kissy 4 me! lol w.e so i got home..chilled, and took a bath and attempted to blow-dry my hair..ugh i hate it..lol well here i am..blah! jessica is being retarded..lol okay im outz bye bye
love - pinky!