i really need help.
my lack of motiviation is seemingly getting worse and worse by the moment.
i really can't keep pausing life.
this is so hard for me.
i just can never stick to it. or seem to do anything right. or even want to.
(when it comes to jobs/school/bettering my career.)
i don't know what to do anymore.
my parents told me they're fearing for my ( Read more... )

for people who still haven't realized:
my new lj is 
http://laurenyboo.livejournal.com/

i am so done with guys ( Read more... )

new journal;
WWW.LIVEJOURNAL.COM/USERS/LAURENYBOO

i won't be using this one anymore,
so add the other one.
/bye.

my girlfriend is very, very hot.


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oh, oh, oh, oh
for the longest time
oh, oh, oh, oh
for the longest time
if you said goodbye to me tonight
there would still be music left to write
what else could i do
i'm so inspired by you
that hasn't happened for the longest time

once i thought my innocence was gone
now i know that happiness goes on
that's where you found me
when you put your arms around ( Read more... )

my girl makes me smile a lot.

:]

that's really all...

i work tomorrow.
goodnight.

i really need to live in L.A.
and i really need a mercedes benz.
it's always been my dream.
i feel like it's my calling.
LMAO.
;\
i really like fancy and expensive things...

right now, my mom is my sugar-mommy. 
and that's SAD.
i need to get my career together.
and live in styyyyyyle.

peace owt, bro.

cutting over cutting isn't a good idea.
trust me that.
cuts over cuts hurt.

so pretty much. the most beautiful girl in the world is mine. <3
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