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My car broke down, financial aid still isn't coming through, I have $40 but over $600 in debt to pay in the next 5 days. And that's just the start of it. I have to choose whether I want to eat or have gas in my car, which I still have to pickup from the shop. Oh, right, that's another $300 so I actually have $1000 worth of debt to pay in the next week. I haven't been able to find a job in the past three weeks either. What a trainwreck.
I'm wishing that life got cut off at 25 so that I only had a year to live and maybe, just maybe, I'd have the courage to do the things that I really want to do instead of the things that I have to.
I hate my life.
Tell me how I'm supposed to find motivation to study for organic chemistry? I already missed a microbio test today because of jury duty, which was a royal waste of time. My bio teacher isn't gonna let me makeup the test because she's letting everyone drop their lowest exam score of the semester. That's retarded and I almost strangled her on the spot because I actually had a legitimate excuse. I had the damn letter in my hand and she wouldn't even let me take the test early. I am beyond frustrated right now.
I have a sore throat/cold that I'm fighting off with cinnabons and green tea. I'm hoping, not so secretly, that it's a malignant tumor. I just don't know what I'm supposed to do. I give up.
I should just run away to someplace where the young die young and in a blaze of glory. That would be nice.
I'm wishing that life got cut off at 25 so that I only had a year to live and maybe, just maybe, I'd have the courage to do the things that I really want to do instead of the things that I have to.
I hate my life.
Tell me how I'm supposed to find motivation to study for organic chemistry? I already missed a microbio test today because of jury duty, which was a royal waste of time. My bio teacher isn't gonna let me makeup the test because she's letting everyone drop their lowest exam score of the semester. That's retarded and I almost strangled her on the spot because I actually had a legitimate excuse. I had the damn letter in my hand and she wouldn't even let me take the test early. I am beyond frustrated right now.
I have a sore throat/cold that I'm fighting off with cinnabons and green tea. I'm hoping, not so secretly, that it's a malignant tumor. I just don't know what I'm supposed to do. I give up.
I should just run away to someplace where the young die young and in a blaze of glory. That would be nice.