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My body aches.
My eyes ache from crying.
My mouth hurts from frowning.
My brain hurts from being fake.
My stomach hurts from being sick.
my muscles hurt from being sick.
Can't it just go away!?
I guess what really hurts the most is when you realize your life has made a 360.
You thought that you would be together no matter what. YOu had a future. But it was all my fualt it was but we made it through everything. But it suddenly ends and you dont know wat to do. You can be so much happier with someone else. But Now you have to start your life over. Thats what it feels like. You have to get comfertable again. you have to make new memories. You were so close. and you have to start over with someone new. I guess everyone thinks im the bad guy. and I am. I just wish i had the heart of the bad guy. It hurts me too you know.
My eyes ache from crying.
My mouth hurts from frowning.
My brain hurts from being fake.
My stomach hurts from being sick.
my muscles hurt from being sick.
Can't it just go away!?
I guess what really hurts the most is when you realize your life has made a 360.
You thought that you would be together no matter what. YOu had a future. But it was all my fualt it was but we made it through everything. But it suddenly ends and you dont know wat to do. You can be so much happier with someone else. But Now you have to start your life over. Thats what it feels like. You have to get comfertable again. you have to make new memories. You were so close. and you have to start over with someone new. I guess everyone thinks im the bad guy. and I am. I just wish i had the heart of the bad guy. It hurts me too you know.