You'll get over it...one day..
SO you finally realize that your life sucks basically when you have nothing left.
I guess i haven't lost everything...just mainly what i need to keep my life together.
I have great friends here. They aren't back stabbers. They aren't drama queens.
They are real.
The only thing thats fake is me. Im real with Chelsea. But I don't think she really Understands.
I miss my dad. I miss my family. I miss my dog. I miss being punished.
Instaed of quiting somehting thats wrong because of my dad. I did everything myself. I quit smokin and tokin. Both. Im not completely finished...but i will admit i havent had a drink in 6 days.
I guess i just miss my life in general. I miss Going to NM for school.
I miss late night people sneaking in. I fucking just miss it. Mostly. Because My mom is a fucking drunk. I wish it would just go away.
Most of the time i stay at robbies so i don't have to deal with her. But im sick right now...oh ya and grounded so i have been home for 3 nights now. Great.
Whatever. This thing is stupid. I swear i haven't written in it in ages. Lol
I guess i haven't lost everything...just mainly what i need to keep my life together.
I have great friends here. They aren't back stabbers. They aren't drama queens.
They are real.
The only thing thats fake is me. Im real with Chelsea. But I don't think she really Understands.
I miss my dad. I miss my family. I miss my dog. I miss being punished.
Instaed of quiting somehting thats wrong because of my dad. I did everything myself. I quit smokin and tokin. Both. Im not completely finished...but i will admit i havent had a drink in 6 days.
I guess i just miss my life in general. I miss Going to NM for school.
I miss late night people sneaking in. I fucking just miss it. Mostly. Because My mom is a fucking drunk. I wish it would just go away.
Most of the time i stay at robbies so i don't have to deal with her. But im sick right now...oh ya and grounded so i have been home for 3 nights now. Great.
Whatever. This thing is stupid. I swear i haven't written in it in ages. Lol